Photos! from yt and kiu's bday celebration..3oth April 2007.. dinner at Lau Pa Sat..one of our fav hangouts..and Minds Cafe..where we had a fun taboo session..=)
so long since we last took photos..cos its been so long since we went out..
HTG updated photo =)
STG! ^^
LTG =)
The main characters of the day =)
Group photo in Minds Cafe..=)
Great time spent together that day..photos..are but tools to remind us of the happy times..=)
shuqin | 12:19 AM
haha..its amazing..
that kiu acty bothered to update..
i do check on this blog once in awhile..dat's how i came across the updated post..
not forgetting the hint kiu gave thru his msn personal msg..
well..been quite long since we wrote here..
we can always give the reason tat we have all been busy with sch, army work and etc..
but in the end..we can deny the fact that we have been lazy..
no matter how busy we are..there muz hav been times when we were bored..and had nothing to do when we're online..
afterall..how much time does it take..to post sth here..
i admit..i'm guilty as charged..for being lazy..and the lack of concern for this blog..
this blog has come a long way..
can't really rmb how it started..but it holds evidence of the friendship and bonds between us..
am glad for the existence of this blog..
to testify for the friendship between the 7 of us..but then again..y wud we need evidence to prove the existence of friendship between us..
i dun tink it will be too much to say that deep down within us..we are all grateful that we've met each other along the way..well..at least its true for me..truly appreciative of you guys..and the things u pple have done for me..in a way or another..=)
looking back..it's really been a long time..
on reflection..i recall the times when we mugged together during the JC times..in Marina Sq and Suntec macs..those were our fav hangout locations..
the times we did maths qns tgt..me tearing my hair over differentiation, integration, trigo and wat not..
realised i do miss maths..not in the sense that i wanna do them..juz miss the sense of achievement and self-challenge experienced..and life's been kind to me in some way..never failing to send me a good maths tutor to help me with maths..mdm tan and mr ngoh..can't say that bout uni though..NTU tutors..no comments..
there's so many experiences shared among us through these yrs..the KBox sessions..mahjong sessions..or juz plain eating sessions..oh my..we've really been through alot..
haha..dunno y..juz feeling nostalgic..then decided to pen everything down..in a few mths time..5 of us will be in the same sch! feels good..=) looking forward to it..lunch tgt??
and if kiu does get hall 16 or 3..i wanna go visit! AIR CON! and dun worry..i'll pray for u that u dun get foreigner for room mate..=p
hmm..on a last note..
maybe its time to change our blogskin..but hor..i know nothing bout webpage design..so hmm..
perhaps yt can do us a favour??hee..u shd be pro in this by now..
kz..that's all i hav to say for now..i'll probably write another entry..to upload the pics from yt and kiu's birthday party..=)
take care peeps..till we meet again..probably somewhere near YC's bday..haha..its sad tinking bout it..that we only meet during bdays..but on a positive note..though our meetings are infrequent..our frenship has always withstood the test of time..
cheers to HTG! Luv ya peeps! =)
shuqin | 11:51 PM
hey evrybody...mayb i'm bored or smt...but while reading other's blogs...suddenly thought...why m i reading about what is happening in other pple's life, some of whom i can barely regard as friends. this blog's been dead for a v v long time...evry1's so busy...i dunno if it's only me...but i have almost no idea what's happening in you guys' lives now....haha....got some others wanted to say but think it's better i keep it to myself...
so i'll just get started myself and try to see explain wat's been going on in my life...starting from 2 yrs ago...haha....
army....was generally slack...loved e army experience in general cos of all the memories u'd neva get anywhere else...but wouldn't wanna go back in cos i cannot tolerate the "i say it...so it has to be done". doing senseless things just ain't right...unless u're doing it for e correct pple...
life now is probably even more slack...haha...q love my job...learnt alot of things there...esp how to use excel and word...haha...great colleagues...thou some have left...and e IA students are leaving...soon it'll be my turn..n last but not least love the great amt of freedom boss gives me to do my work...work done means good...if i can complete work fast can do my own stuff in office...dun think i'll get this anywhere in the working society next time...seriously hope they have some part time work for me to do so i can earn my allowance...papa not giving me allowance i think...sianzzz....
not looking forward to the uni experience...haha...mugging all over again...REALLY dread dozing off in lectures...n cross my fingers hard hard i can get hall 16...haha...or hall 3....aircon plus near MAE...if i can get then i think it'll be q a fun exp...staying alone(not exactly)...can try cooking to save money...as my friend say everything u need will be within an arm's distance...haha...but i dun think i'll change my anti-social stance...make friends with only those that i want...dun want to have to be forced to make "friends" just cos i haf to take part in some activity with them...only wasting time....
think that's all for now....tired...must sleep....
alaka | 10:38 PM
haa..i tink tis is turning into my blog leh..muahaha..or more like wat i told yt..its turning into my dumping ground..hmm..dunno if dat's good or bad..
anyway..haven had such enjoyable dinner in a long time..HtG always make me realise the meaning of wat they mean by companion means more than de food or watever other material stuff there is..dunno if tonight's dinner was a budget 1..but i knoe i enjoyed it..from the bottom of my heart..thanks pple! =)
acty tonight's dinner was meant to celebrate yc's birthday..but end up he not free..faintz..den kenny had to go visit his aunt and baby cousin..so end up 5 of us..chaneng and timothy were free!that's rare..hee..but really glad to see them after so long..had a laughing good time during dinner at crystal jade ramen xiao long bao in suntec..i'm sorry chaneng..for "stealing" ur hp..making u look for it frantically..hehe..sorry to kiu for getting whacked for sth dat u din do..but it showed sth..its de pple la..haha..dat's y chaneng din suspect me or yt..but targetted tim and kiu right from the start..den de part we chatted bout kenny..wow wow wow!it was quite an amazing conversation..though none of us is sure how much of it is true and reliable info..haha..
dessert was yummy! fondue..oh my..choc and ice cream..both my favourite..with fruits..oiishi! i was wondering whether it was predestined dat we wud go to mini toons b4 dinner..so dat we could buy the marshmallows to dip in de choc..hehe..marshmallows..another of my fav..tink tonight's dinner was juz yummy beyond words..hehe..i wud wanna go Marina Square Food Court for dessert again..and i wanna sit outside de next time round..to enjoy the night view..long time since i went to see the night scene by the river le..wondering when will be the next time..
kiu bought FHM! it was like wow! never imagined..but i guessed he bought it to see the ranking of the 100 sexiest female of the years..hmm..steph song is really hot..so i guess she deserves the title..
dun really hav much things to say..juz wanted to blog..to show how much i appreciated the dinner tonight..really treasure the companion of u guys..there's always this invisible source of mental strength from u guys..that help tide thru all difficulties..Luv ya guys! =) *Hugz*
shuqin | 11:27 PM
i guess tonight was not really a good night..ok night?perhaps..but i tink its ok more on the negative side..
okie..there were good news today..de fact that i got into Banking&Finance for my business specialisation..but i tink dat was the only thing to get me happy..maybe plus de fact that i'm back in singapore ba..
sumtimes i tink too much curiosity is really bad more than good..always wanted to knoe some stuff..got to knoe it 1st hand tonight..but the answers are not exactly those tat will delight me..on the other hand..i tink i'm kinda saddened by them..though its not de 1st time dat tis has happened..still..i guess it still takes time before the feeling fades..
someone once asked me when do i stop liking a person..i din knoe how to ans..but i tink i knoe the ans now..its when i knoe there wun be any chance of development..when the hope dies down..and the feelings fade..it seems like an automatic process..juz that de diff part in this whole process..is ensuring that no frenship gets lost in de process..its sumthing i gotta try hard now..cos things juz wun be the same..
i'm beginning to tink i'm really quite strong emotionally..dunno how i acty manage to give advise despite feeling miserable..or maybe at tis pt in time..all i want is to help and make him happy..dat's y personal feelings come 2nd..and it doesn't hurt dat much at that pt in time..now dat its all quiet ard me..acty..it does feels kinda sad..but i believe this will pass..its quite a relief acty..knowing dat all de doubts hav been clear..i juz want him to be happy now..
was talking to a fren bout love..haha..wat an apt topic for tonight right..we were discussing our opinions on love..he feels dat it shd be unconditional..not dat i disagree..but i believe there shd always be give and take in all relationships..only then will the relationship be able to last..its tiring to be giving all the time..and if one is always recieving..he/she will not knoe the true meaning of love..and may take it for granted..
everyone hav diff definitions for love..in the different expectations dat we hav..some will want their partners to be calling everyday..some juz need the ocassional care and concern..love can be so simple yet complicated..
the self defence mechanism builds up after each time..at least dat's in my case..there this subconscious thing about protecting oneself from possible hurt..there will always be the concern bout whether this will work out..and how long will it last..there juz a thousand and 1 qns going thru my mind each time..i'm glad for these qns this time round..they stopped me from committing a mistake that might otherwise hav caused me embarassment..at least now we can remain frens..i'm contented..=)
i tink tis is retribution leh..wat goes round..comes ard..haha..
shuqin | 12:55 AM
watched xmen with st3 and kiu today..de show was not bad..liked it quite alot..although only 1 and half hr..it felt longer den that..and i like storm!she's so cool! wahaha..wonder wat's wrong with cyclops and wolverine..prefer jean grey to storm..bad taste! haha..i'm juz mumbling some crap..ignore me..iceman quite cool also..like de way he dealt with fireboy..fireboy too arrogant le la..tink his fire very powerful..no no..
after dat went PC fair with both of them..met kenny there..PC fair is madness! u really move by inch in there..getting from 1 booth to the next is 1 ardous task..buying things is another 1..the queues..if those are even considered 1..are scary..tink we managed to get some good bargains there..including YC's pressie..but..his pressie abit small..tink shd add things on..if not very pathetic..maybe during the next outing..when we watch The Omen?haha..yt been asking whether we wanna watch tis show..i dun mind..reminds me abit of emily rose though..hope it is not as eerie..
back to the PC fair..i bought a laptop cooler pad..like finally..been telling myself to treat my laptop better..finally..next on for my lappie..shall be a nicer mouse..hehe..but dat can wait..my present mouse and touchpad still working wel..*touch wood*..hopes it stays that way..helped my sis got a thumbdrive too..wahz..hers has bigger memory space but is cheaper la! UNFAIR! yt bought thumbdrive and cooler pad..kiu bought mini SD..kenny bought webcams..heee..=) 1st time i bought sth at PC fair..tink its really good bargain..beginning to understand y so many pple go for it..might decide to go for the next one..if i had sth in mind which i wanna buy..MP3 player?wait till then den see ba..
shuqin | 8:30 PM
juz came back from Patrina's wake..she looked like she was juz sleeping..no signs of having left us forever..read her obituary..wilson was described as her angel..its both sweet and saddening at the same time..saw him there too..i can only say he is strong..or maybe he was prepared for the worst..dat's y he can handle it so well..or maybe..its juz a strong front he is putting up..
i admit i was never close to Patrina..wud say that there was a period of time dat i even disliked her..but still..its saddening..tinking of how she will never get the chance to fulfil watever dreams she ever had..but at the same time..maybe she can be considered blessed..to hav a family and bf that loved her and stayed with her thru the worst time of her life..she probably had them by her side when she left too..may she rest in peace..
tis visit to her wake today made me tink alot again..made me wonder y is it dat i always meet up with the guides at such ocassions?the last being xl's wake..haiz..y?
lynette wee said we hav all grown up..and she said she dun wanna grow up..i agree with both statements..we have grown..since we left DHS..and i dun wanna grow up..it sux leh..tinking that i'm gonna turn 20 soon..haiz..sumtimes i juz wish time will standstill..maybe things are not perfect at the moment..but i'm contented and happy..dat's enough..isn't it?
i realised i can make frens easily..but i dun keep frens..u get wat i mean?as in my frens come in stages..they come and leave..frenship with HTG is probably the longest i hav ever maintained..5 yrs..and its alr the longest..sad..meeting up with the guides today made me realise i can make frens easily..but developing into close frens is another matter..keeping the frenship going is yet another matter altogether..tink my close frens really countable with my 2 hands..less than 10..pathetic hor?
i feel guilty..i wondered is it me dat is the problem?me not being active enough to take the effort to chat with all the frens online..is it really dat diff to say hi..ask how are u doing?or is it me..dat is juz too plain lazy..i tink its me..does it really take up so much time to meet up with frens once in a while?are there really other things that are more impt?or is it i juz dun want to meet up with them?yet again..it seems like the last is the ans..conclusion..i tink i'm a lousy fren leh..
these 2 days are random tots days..been tinking alot..but mostly negative tots..quite terrible..but i guess these random tots will teach me to chersh pple ard me more..not to take them for granted..not to be so 斤斤计较..life is juz give and take..dun need to take everything so seriously..
lost my train of tots le..juz jumbled up tots in me now..maybe when i'm inspired again..i'll share my tots here again..=)
shuqin | 11:30 PM
Photos! from yt and kiu's bday celebration..3oth April 2007.. dinner at Lau Pa Sat..one of our fav hangouts..and Minds Cafe..where we had a fun taboo session..=)
so long since we last took photos..cos its been so long since we went out..
HTG updated photo =)
STG! ^^
LTG =)
The main characters of the day =)
Group photo in Minds Cafe..=)
Great time spent together that day..photos..are but tools to remind us of the happy times..=)
shuqin | 12:19 AM
haha..its amazing..
that kiu acty bothered to update..
i do check on this blog once in awhile..dat's how i came across the updated post..
not forgetting the hint kiu gave thru his msn personal msg..
well..been quite long since we wrote here..
we can always give the reason tat we have all been busy with sch, army work and etc..
but in the end..we can deny the fact that we have been lazy..
no matter how busy we are..there muz hav been times when we were bored..and had nothing to do when we're online..
afterall..how much time does it take..to post sth here..
i admit..i'm guilty as charged..for being lazy..and the lack of concern for this blog..
this blog has come a long way..
can't really rmb how it started..but it holds evidence of the friendship and bonds between us..
am glad for the existence of this blog..
to testify for the friendship between the 7 of us..but then again..y wud we need evidence to prove the existence of friendship between us..
i dun tink it will be too much to say that deep down within us..we are all grateful that we've met each other along the way..well..at least its true for me..truly appreciative of you guys..and the things u pple have done for me..in a way or another..=)
looking back..it's really been a long time..
on reflection..i recall the times when we mugged together during the JC times..in Marina Sq and Suntec macs..those were our fav hangout locations..
the times we did maths qns tgt..me tearing my hair over differentiation, integration, trigo and wat not..
realised i do miss maths..not in the sense that i wanna do them..juz miss the sense of achievement and self-challenge experienced..and life's been kind to me in some way..never failing to send me a good maths tutor to help me with maths..mdm tan and mr ngoh..can't say that bout uni though..NTU tutors..no comments..
there's so many experiences shared among us through these yrs..the KBox sessions..mahjong sessions..or juz plain eating sessions..oh my..we've really been through alot..
haha..dunno y..juz feeling nostalgic..then decided to pen everything down..in a few mths time..5 of us will be in the same sch! feels good..=) looking forward to it..lunch tgt??
and if kiu does get hall 16 or 3..i wanna go visit! AIR CON! and dun worry..i'll pray for u that u dun get foreigner for room mate..=p
hmm..on a last note..
maybe its time to change our blogskin..but hor..i know nothing bout webpage design..so hmm..
perhaps yt can do us a favour??hee..u shd be pro in this by now..
kz..that's all i hav to say for now..i'll probably write another entry..to upload the pics from yt and kiu's birthday party..=)
take care peeps..till we meet again..probably somewhere near YC's bday..haha..its sad tinking bout it..that we only meet during bdays..but on a positive note..though our meetings are infrequent..our frenship has always withstood the test of time..
cheers to HTG! Luv ya peeps! =)
shuqin | 11:51 PM
hey evrybody...mayb i'm bored or smt...but while reading other's blogs...suddenly thought...why m i reading about what is happening in other pple's life, some of whom i can barely regard as friends. this blog's been dead for a v v long time...evry1's so busy...i dunno if it's only me...but i have almost no idea what's happening in you guys' lives now....haha....got some others wanted to say but think it's better i keep it to myself...
so i'll just get started myself and try to see explain wat's been going on in my life...starting from 2 yrs ago...haha....
army....was generally slack...loved e army experience in general cos of all the memories u'd neva get anywhere else...but wouldn't wanna go back in cos i cannot tolerate the "i say it...so it has to be done". doing senseless things just ain't right...unless u're doing it for e correct pple...
life now is probably even more slack...haha...q love my job...learnt alot of things there...esp how to use excel and word...haha...great colleagues...thou some have left...and e IA students are leaving...soon it'll be my turn..n last but not least love the great amt of freedom boss gives me to do my work...work done means good...if i can complete work fast can do my own stuff in office...dun think i'll get this anywhere in the working society next time...seriously hope they have some part time work for me to do so i can earn my allowance...papa not giving me allowance i think...sianzzz....
not looking forward to the uni experience...haha...mugging all over again...REALLY dread dozing off in lectures...n cross my fingers hard hard i can get hall 16...haha...or hall 3....aircon plus near MAE...if i can get then i think it'll be q a fun exp...staying alone(not exactly)...can try cooking to save money...as my friend say everything u need will be within an arm's distance...haha...but i dun think i'll change my anti-social stance...make friends with only those that i want...dun want to have to be forced to make "friends" just cos i haf to take part in some activity with them...only wasting time....
think that's all for now....tired...must sleep....
alaka | 10:38 PM
haa..i tink tis is turning into my blog leh..muahaha..or more like wat i told yt..its turning into my dumping ground..hmm..dunno if dat's good or bad..
anyway..haven had such enjoyable dinner in a long time..HtG always make me realise the meaning of wat they mean by companion means more than de food or watever other material stuff there is..dunno if tonight's dinner was a budget 1..but i knoe i enjoyed it..from the bottom of my heart..thanks pple! =)
acty tonight's dinner was meant to celebrate yc's birthday..but end up he not free..faintz..den kenny had to go visit his aunt and baby cousin..so end up 5 of us..chaneng and timothy were free!that's rare..hee..but really glad to see them after so long..had a laughing good time during dinner at crystal jade ramen xiao long bao in suntec..i'm sorry chaneng..for "stealing" ur hp..making u look for it frantically..hehe..sorry to kiu for getting whacked for sth dat u din do..but it showed sth..its de pple la..haha..dat's y chaneng din suspect me or yt..but targetted tim and kiu right from the start..den de part we chatted bout kenny..wow wow wow!it was quite an amazing conversation..though none of us is sure how much of it is true and reliable info..haha..
dessert was yummy! fondue..oh my..choc and ice cream..both my favourite..with fruits..oiishi! i was wondering whether it was predestined dat we wud go to mini toons b4 dinner..so dat we could buy the marshmallows to dip in de choc..hehe..marshmallows..another of my fav..tink tonight's dinner was juz yummy beyond words..hehe..i wud wanna go Marina Square Food Court for dessert again..and i wanna sit outside de next time round..to enjoy the night view..long time since i went to see the night scene by the river le..wondering when will be the next time..
kiu bought FHM! it was like wow! never imagined..but i guessed he bought it to see the ranking of the 100 sexiest female of the years..hmm..steph song is really hot..so i guess she deserves the title..
dun really hav much things to say..juz wanted to blog..to show how much i appreciated the dinner tonight..really treasure the companion of u guys..there's always this invisible source of mental strength from u guys..that help tide thru all difficulties..Luv ya guys! =) *Hugz*
shuqin | 11:27 PM
i guess tonight was not really a good night..ok night?perhaps..but i tink its ok more on the negative side..
okie..there were good news today..de fact that i got into Banking&Finance for my business specialisation..but i tink dat was the only thing to get me happy..maybe plus de fact that i'm back in singapore ba..
sumtimes i tink too much curiosity is really bad more than good..always wanted to knoe some stuff..got to knoe it 1st hand tonight..but the answers are not exactly those tat will delight me..on the other hand..i tink i'm kinda saddened by them..though its not de 1st time dat tis has happened..still..i guess it still takes time before the feeling fades..
someone once asked me when do i stop liking a person..i din knoe how to ans..but i tink i knoe the ans now..its when i knoe there wun be any chance of development..when the hope dies down..and the feelings fade..it seems like an automatic process..juz that de diff part in this whole process..is ensuring that no frenship gets lost in de process..its sumthing i gotta try hard now..cos things juz wun be the same..
i'm beginning to tink i'm really quite strong emotionally..dunno how i acty manage to give advise despite feeling miserable..or maybe at tis pt in time..all i want is to help and make him happy..dat's y personal feelings come 2nd..and it doesn't hurt dat much at that pt in time..now dat its all quiet ard me..acty..it does feels kinda sad..but i believe this will pass..its quite a relief acty..knowing dat all de doubts hav been clear..i juz want him to be happy now..
was talking to a fren bout love..haha..wat an apt topic for tonight right..we were discussing our opinions on love..he feels dat it shd be unconditional..not dat i disagree..but i believe there shd always be give and take in all relationships..only then will the relationship be able to last..its tiring to be giving all the time..and if one is always recieving..he/she will not knoe the true meaning of love..and may take it for granted..
everyone hav diff definitions for love..in the different expectations dat we hav..some will want their partners to be calling everyday..some juz need the ocassional care and concern..love can be so simple yet complicated..
the self defence mechanism builds up after each time..at least dat's in my case..there this subconscious thing about protecting oneself from possible hurt..there will always be the concern bout whether this will work out..and how long will it last..there juz a thousand and 1 qns going thru my mind each time..i'm glad for these qns this time round..they stopped me from committing a mistake that might otherwise hav caused me embarassment..at least now we can remain frens..i'm contented..=)
i tink tis is retribution leh..wat goes round..comes ard..haha..
shuqin | 12:55 AM
watched xmen with st3 and kiu today..de show was not bad..liked it quite alot..although only 1 and half hr..it felt longer den that..and i like storm!she's so cool! wahaha..wonder wat's wrong with cyclops and wolverine..prefer jean grey to storm..bad taste! haha..i'm juz mumbling some crap..ignore me..iceman quite cool also..like de way he dealt with fireboy..fireboy too arrogant le la..tink his fire very powerful..no no..
after dat went PC fair with both of them..met kenny there..PC fair is madness! u really move by inch in there..getting from 1 booth to the next is 1 ardous task..buying things is another 1..the queues..if those are even considered 1..are scary..tink we managed to get some good bargains there..including YC's pressie..but..his pressie abit small..tink shd add things on..if not very pathetic..maybe during the next outing..when we watch The Omen?haha..yt been asking whether we wanna watch tis show..i dun mind..reminds me abit of emily rose though..hope it is not as eerie..
back to the PC fair..i bought a laptop cooler pad..like finally..been telling myself to treat my laptop better..finally..next on for my lappie..shall be a nicer mouse..hehe..but dat can wait..my present mouse and touchpad still working wel..*touch wood*..hopes it stays that way..helped my sis got a thumbdrive too..wahz..hers has bigger memory space but is cheaper la! UNFAIR! yt bought thumbdrive and cooler pad..kiu bought mini SD..kenny bought webcams..heee..=) 1st time i bought sth at PC fair..tink its really good bargain..beginning to understand y so many pple go for it..might decide to go for the next one..if i had sth in mind which i wanna buy..MP3 player?wait till then den see ba..
shuqin | 8:30 PM
juz came back from Patrina's wake..she looked like she was juz sleeping..no signs of having left us forever..read her obituary..wilson was described as her angel..its both sweet and saddening at the same time..saw him there too..i can only say he is strong..or maybe he was prepared for the worst..dat's y he can handle it so well..or maybe..its juz a strong front he is putting up..
i admit i was never close to Patrina..wud say that there was a period of time dat i even disliked her..but still..its saddening..tinking of how she will never get the chance to fulfil watever dreams she ever had..but at the same time..maybe she can be considered blessed..to hav a family and bf that loved her and stayed with her thru the worst time of her life..she probably had them by her side when she left too..may she rest in peace..
tis visit to her wake today made me tink alot again..made me wonder y is it dat i always meet up with the guides at such ocassions?the last being xl's wake..haiz..y?
lynette wee said we hav all grown up..and she said she dun wanna grow up..i agree with both statements..we have grown..since we left DHS..and i dun wanna grow up..it sux leh..tinking that i'm gonna turn 20 soon..haiz..sumtimes i juz wish time will standstill..maybe things are not perfect at the moment..but i'm contented and happy..dat's enough..isn't it?
i realised i can make frens easily..but i dun keep frens..u get wat i mean?as in my frens come in stages..they come and leave..frenship with HTG is probably the longest i hav ever maintained..5 yrs..and its alr the longest..sad..meeting up with the guides today made me realise i can make frens easily..but developing into close frens is another matter..keeping the frenship going is yet another matter altogether..tink my close frens really countable with my 2 hands..less than 10..pathetic hor?
i feel guilty..i wondered is it me dat is the problem?me not being active enough to take the effort to chat with all the frens online..is it really dat diff to say hi..ask how are u doing?or is it me..dat is juz too plain lazy..i tink its me..does it really take up so much time to meet up with frens once in a while?are there really other things that are more impt?or is it i juz dun want to meet up with them?yet again..it seems like the last is the ans..conclusion..i tink i'm a lousy fren leh..
these 2 days are random tots days..been tinking alot..but mostly negative tots..quite terrible..but i guess these random tots will teach me to chersh pple ard me more..not to take them for granted..not to be so 斤斤计较..life is juz give and take..dun need to take everything so seriously..
lost my train of tots le..juz jumbled up tots in me now..maybe when i'm inspired again..i'll share my tots here again..=)
shuqin | 11:30 PM
HTG updated photo =) 
