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Friday, May 28, 2004

hello! here i am..after nearly like..a month. haha. anyway, i jus discovered a multi-purpose word..with help from kiu. has anyone ever noticed tt chanting = chan + ting? haha..sounds familiar? hee.

i jus realised this post is like..qt closely behind kiu's. haha.

so. temasek idol was greaaaaat~!~! so was our sports carnival. d 2days were how fun. minus all d co pracs which cost me my capt ball medal. humph. anyway, those 2days were damn funny. haha. those muts in d audi during temasek idol lar..sibei wuliao. but whatever..charles is so pro~!~! both the charles lar. both are shens. woohoo.

haha..tdy has to be the weirdest day of all. SO MANY ppl didn't come lo. the sch was like..half empty during lunch. AND we didn't have a venue for lessons. imagine that. our biggest wish come true. haha. then was the lunch that seemed never-ending (before the lecture that ended early) which, under normal circumstances, will never happen lar! where got lunch enough time one?! haha..finally, the ya1 zhou2 of the day..2 free periods~!~! wow! and it's like..DOUBLE PHYSICS. i felt like i was in heaven tdy. after school i went for some "holland v" nasi lemak (which is not in holland v)..den back to sch for co..WHICH ENDED EARLY!!..wahaha. it's sucha perfect day man. so since i was so happy tdy..i decided i shall end it beautifully by blogging my day here. *beams*

Pebbles | 11:02 PM

lalalala~~~....haha...in a v funny mood today...bored....at e same time trying hard not to be...haha...wat's that word?? melancholic is it? haha..dun really rmb wat it means...my hc class got a new couple liaozz..pengz....e most hyper n dun really study gal with one of e smartest guy in school...wat a farnie combination...to think of it..kinda amazing hc class got more pple attached than in my vj class...weird man...wah..just realised my keyboard v dusty..later go n wipe le...

haha....anw...just in case no 1 noticed...this marks e 2nd wk we din meet le..haha...not that surprising thou la...haha....yt was suggesting that haf a movie outing....budden ar...when?? n wat movie? shrek n day after tomolo out...left hairy...but hairy think some of ya guys reserved for other pple le....so it seems there's no more movies to watch le...so i oso dunno how liaoz...haha...just watched little rascals just now...a gal caused e clubhouse to be burnt down...and for buddies to quarrel...and how a supposed club could not run without a clubhouse...haha...maybe a kiddy nonsensical show...but in it lies some truths as well....

haha...acty nth to talk bout 1....is just too bored le...so yepzz..hopefully by some miracle some1 asks me out tomolo...haha....otherwise it's shi zi lu kou n zhen qing on e tv for me le....

alaka | 10:09 PM

Thursday, May 27, 2004

Yo~ met q yest on e mrt train.. i was wif my church frens on e way back from church, den he got on at city hall wif his vj frens, back from the vj match.. den i was like yelling "Q! Q! Q!" and the whole train was staring at me like i was mad. but he was too busy toking wif his fren,.. muz haf been toking abt all a tactics and moves and blah blah.. cos he was flinging his hands animatedly.. haha.. den i had to call him.. but dat was for fun lar.. it was really funny cos i saw his samsung phone flashing multi-colouredly in his pocket when i called.. haha.. den he stared at his fone for a sec b4 flipping it open and saying " yes chan eng?" and i was "yeah im in front of u.." and he went typical-open-mouthed-q-is-shocked-look and den of cos he came over and started telling us abt the vj match in detail and describing every goal and who scored it and how was it scored.. haha.. okie i cant believe i acty spent a whole para tokin abt this. cos well im at home now(yes scold me scold me) cos i really couldnt wake up dis morn.. yah im a pig.. sigh.. and i've got an organic chem test next thur and i haven started studying and lotsa makeup lessons.. but im sure every1 else has them too.. btw, my block test ends on 1st july (yippee!) cos well i dropped phy so i end one day earlier den my frens. but tink kenny ends on the following mon or tues.. tink shld be tues rite? cos mon 6th july is public hol, youth day.. tink he muz be damn sian diao.. so wad abt the rest of u guys? if yt ends on 1 july too den htg can go out 1st hee~ haha.. okie lar ppl contribute more k? even if its juz a few lines.. yep..

chan eng.charis | 11:05 AM

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

heyz pple.. is tis my blog or htg blog? everyone really that busy? or life so boring that we all hav nothing to share anymore.. anyway.. hope tis phenomenon will end as soon as de june hols come.. hope my hopes will not be dashed.. anyway.. pple.. wish me luck for my captain ball match tml.. hope my sprained ankle allows me to play.. =)

shuqin | 11:59 PM

Thursday, May 20, 2004

hmmm... i hate you.. imagine someone showing dat to u.. someone u tot u are close to.. i saw dat same phrase twice today.. within 10 mins of one another... de 1st was saddening.. de 2nd was saddening + pissing me off.. it was a serious face dat i saw when i turned to face de person who wrote after reading de 3 words.. din talk to de person who wrote it for de whole of de remaining lesson.. din want to response when he tried talking to me before cap's ball training.. din give in or feel better until i sweat it all out at cap's ball training.. both seem to be venting our unhappiness by playing.. it helped.. had great fun playing today.. though it was tiring.. kena whacked 3 times in de face.. but heyz.. i still hav my eyes, nose, mouth and ears.. also fell down umpteen times.. lucky to be intact now..

my fren was right.. damage done will always be there.. sorry doesn't help at times.. hate.. wat a strong word.. juz like de word love.. they are 2 extremes.. and shd never be said without meaning it.. hate is a hurtful word.. even when it is said unintentionally.. especially if u hear it frm someone u are close to.. love.. a tender word? gives hope.. but may result in false hope if said for fun.. they express strong feelings.. dat's y i try to avoid using them.. if u shd ever hear me say them 1 day.. i hope wat u pple hear will be love..

i'm no longer upset.. juz want pple to knoe... dun say wat u dun mean.. lies hurt.. no matter if they were for a right/wrong purpose.. de truth may hurt at times.. but short term pain compared to long term pain.. and at least it does not give false signals...

shuqin | 9:30 PM

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

The deepest definition of youth is life as yet untouched by tragedy.
Alfred North Whitehead (1861 - 1947)
Wanna share this quote dat i found... hmm, i guess we'll nv really realise wad a blessing our youth is until we step into adulthood.. rite now e probs we're all facing seem to be huge n monstrous and never-ending, and we all wish to grow up sooner so we'll prob be a in better position (financial? intellectual?) to somehow solve our probs.. but when we get to dat stage we'll juz haf a whole new buncha things to face.. so i guess rite now we juz haf to believe wad the adults are alw saying.. cherish ur youth.. well, i guess wadeva probs we face rite now can all be dat bad.. at least it's not life threatening.. there's this 30+ yr old guy dat told a bunch of us teens abt how once u become an adult, there's a never-ending pressure to put food on e table, pay bills, etc etc.. guess we shld count ourselves lucky dat we dun haf to do all dat.. yet. soo... (hmm wad was my point? oh yes..) sq, dun worry so much abt stuff now, even tho dat's like easier said den done, cos u'll face even bigger probs in the future.. so save the worrying for den.. juz enjoy wadeva we haf now.. yep.. and i oso saw dis.. "In this life he who laughs longest laughs last." -John Masefield (1878 - 1967) yup, so juz take everything easy.. dere's another one quote abt laughter dat reminded me of us.. "You can't deny laughter; when it comes, it plops down in your favorite chair and stays as long as it wants." -Stephen King. haha, horror story writer oso can come up wif such a good quote.. okie.. me finish toking le.. goin to take a nap now.. bye~

chan eng.charis | 6:01 PM

Monday, May 17, 2004

hmmm... interesting.. someone missed sch today wor.. NS checkup.. my class guys got some went for it liaoz.. dat day juz heard them say some super funny things bout it.. laughed till i almost pengz..

haiz.. juz talked to JK.. seems like we wun get to meet again tis week.. are we really getting dat busy?! somehow it instills a fear in me.. a fear that htg might really lose its closeness in future.. dat we might not be able to fulfil all of our wish of meeting up often 10/20 yrs down de road.. not sure wat we are all busy with.. but i guess it is our own personal commitments ba.. haiz.. hopefully we will get closer again.. as de june hols come.. and we are more free to go out..

sometimes i feel blessed.. sometimes i hate life for being so unfair to me.. but watever it is.. i believe everyone has their fair share of happiness and sadness.. let's hope my belief is correct.. and no one ever has to be always sad and never happy..=)

shuqin | 10:21 PM

clowns n sotongs....where haf all e pple gone? hiding in the circus? swimming in the dying coral reefs of pulau ubin? i no the mugger spirit's been lit up as people charge up for yet another biannual exam...the bloody As....but still.....haha...ok la...i understand it's cos i'm slack that's y i'm online evryday and at all times...haha...dun think i've got the right reason to tell pple to slack off...haha...i just post smt la....to make this blog look like it's inhabited....

NS medical check up today....expected i got pes B....cos of g6pd...if any1 knows wat it is...well done....haha..means u no me q well...and for e sotongs..if dun uds nvm....haha...i met MANY MANY pple at e place la...wah lau...zhan rui...peh wee ming(ah poh4)..derrick wee...4i that curly hair guy...jason went in the morning..my class a guy go i oso din no...yuan ling(wushu kia4)...got some more...but dun rmb name le...e tests done...hearing...urine...eyesight...cardio x-ray...coughing check up(hehe...).....that's bout all...n i realised smt...haha...i go ns can communicate with the pple man...haha..their language all same as mine 1....e 2nd counter test blood haven send blood for testing....so counter 5 cannot continue...den e person said.."sorry guys i cannot let u guys check up first cos counter 2 haven clear you all yet n i'm gonna go screw them now...**charges out e door**" haha...totally my kinda language...

den final last check up ar..e doc asked many qn...den got 1 is "r u homosexual?" i just shake....den i go out ar...haha...i realised that the 1 ah gua1 in my grp ar...he wearing a special gown n singing to himself...haha...biting his finger and shaking his body...just imagine a small little gal la...oh ya...he's ard 180cm...big size....just imagine...haha...i kept on thinking bout his ans to that qn...

yep...that's bout all from me for now..this wk can meet on a wk day not ar? haha...cos sat going for vjco cum string ensemble concert...so only afternoon free....fri mite not be free till v late oso...ya....still troubling bout can ask hu pei me go e concert...sianz....fandi ahmad rocks....indra sahdan rules...vj soccer thrashes...man utd 4eva.....htg blog...c how la....

alaka | 6:12 PM

Sunday, May 16, 2004

heyoz pple... hmmm... de blog really kinda dying ah... why is this happpening?!?!
we also kinda broke our tradition tis week ah... never go out during either friday or saturday.. hmmm... nvm la.. next week den resume de tradition.. JK say he never blog.. cos there's nothing to write too.. hmmm... tink it is cos we always talk such serious stuff in here.. dat when we dun hav any inspiration quotes or topics... we tink it is better dat we dun blog at all... but i tink de real meaning why pple get blogs is juz to share their feelings.. so yupz.. fellow HTG members.. if u all hav anything to share... juz type it down.. doesn't matter if it will help to generate replies.. at least it proves that our blog is still alive.. and although at times we might be too busy to post.. we still visit..

hmmm... got de JUNE COMMON TEST timetable le.. 1st paper is chemistry.. which means both timothy and yuanting get to start their CT a day later.. tis time round.. for me is 1 paper per day.. not sure if it is good... but at least i knoe i wun hav to rush for 2 papers on de same day.. eh.. kinda early to plan right.. but shall we all go out on de day all CT ends??hope u all will try to make it a point to keep ur last day of papers free kz.. for me.. i end on 1st July(thurs).. wat bout u pple?? den maybe we can start planning wat we wanna do also.. den anyone interested in studying together during de hols?

take care pple... cya soon.. hopefully de coming weekend.. =)

shuqin | 11:04 AM

Sunday, May 09, 2004

wow, so looong no one blog le. i shall blog den.. haha, i cooked for my mum!! for more details visit my blog. haha.. eh u guys share wad u all did for ur mum leh.. i bought her flowers too! some exotic purple flower from carrefour (yea carrefour sells flowers, and all v nice leh) i dun even noe the name of, but its absolutely gorgeous! and erm, makeup. haha. yea spent a lot of money on my mum.. some of it sponsored by my dad tho haha.. so no nid to make some a big dent in my pocket. but im broke for e week liao lar.. sigh. nvm its worth it lar.. yea, waiting for u guys to share..

chan eng.charis | 8:40 PM

Wednesday, May 05, 2004

heyz heyz... having kinda mass chat with htg now... super laggy now.. multi-tasking.. toking to quite a no. of pple.. anyway.. main purpose in writing here.. cos juz saw tis very meaningful phrase..."it's not de quantity but de quality of life dat matters.." how true.. heyz pple.. if we had led a meaningful life.. i guess it wun matter if we die tml.. so.. let's not waste time.. do wat u want.. but dun forget our responsibilities at de same time kz.. smilez!=D luv ya guys!

shuqin | 11:06 PM

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

heyz pple! i'm back! how's life so far... hehe.. kinda lame ah.. sound like i so long never see u pple when we juz had full htg attendance on sat during vj's funfair.. hmmm... bout de funfair.. ok la.. although i find de things kinda ex.. den de arrangement kinda messy.. overall is ok.. anyway doesn't matter since our main purpose was to look for mr tang.. and celebrate st 3 b'day! =)

eh.. bout q's qn.. if i was only given one wish.. i wud wish dat all my loved ones will always be happy and healthy.. i tink nothing hurts more den seeing ur loved ones sad and sick.. although we dun feel de pain ourselves.. de indirect pain it has on us can sumtimes outweigh de pain felt by de person i tink.. so.. if they are always happy and healthy.. i wud be too! =D tis teaches us a lesson... dun be selfish.. dun always tink of me, myself and i.. sumtimes sharing and caring bring more joy den when we keep it juz for ourselves..
yupz.. hmmm.. i tink dat's when it helps justifies dat loving can acty be more blissful being loved..

oh my! i tink richie ren song.. "ni shi wo lao po" is juz so super sweet and nice.. cute lyrics.. and so true.. orh.. haha.. i'm going crazy.. dun bother bout me..

shuqin | 8:51 PM

Monday, May 03, 2004

vj fun fair was.. fine.. hehe... vj ppl being vj ppl, the vjc funfair was juz all abt... vjc... spontaneous mass dancing.. outward (extreme) enthusiasm... being xenophobic (blind to ppl from oth jcs).. and ermmm.. oh nvm... u get e point. but a lot of hard work went into planning it lar.. so i do admire dat.. and the freedom in allowing the activities.. and tchers n principals sporting dyed hair.. will nv get to see dat in hc.. ever.

hmm regarding q's qn.. my 1st response was that i want more time in a day.. like 36 hrs in a day.. but on hindsight, i juz nid clarity of thot... to be less confused half the time.. i'll be happy..

chan eng.charis | 8:17 PM

boreddddddddd...........nth to do......haha...wish i could like e other 3 ltg members when bored can go press hp 1...haha...vj funfair.....nth much oso....haha...when fun was fun....when bored was oso super bored...just thank e htg pple for coming down la....yepzz....but so fast siam4 le.....haha....neva even go my stall....even though i understand how ya all feel....haha....oh ya....oh ya....i kena e bail or torture booth...haha...just leave 1 food for tot.....seriously speaking...If u were given one wish....wat'd ya wish for??? a v commonly asked qn.....but yet...e ans changes all e time.....

alaka | 12:19 AM