okie.. haven been online since dunno when.. thank goodness it's finally friday.. it defintely haven been de best week.. never expected myself to hav such a traumatising experience.. who would hav tot that a visit to the hosp on sunday wud acty be worse den wat it was supposed to be... tot he was going to recover after his surgery earlier  tis year.. tot he wud be able to go back sch and enjoy doing de things he love.. who was to knoe dat things wud turn for de worse.. dat no matter how strong his fighting spirit and determination was... he wud still lose de fight..

his departure left me with lotsa tots.. he really made me realise how painful it is to lose someone.. these few days.. there will be times when i will juz stone.. and do nothing at all... images of him come into my mind.. everytime i see de rock wall i will juz be reminded of him.. how he wanted to get into tj so badly cos he loved rockclimbing so much.. juz realised today on my way home dat he remembered my birthday... but i'll never get to wish him happy 18th birthday.. he made me realise never hesitate to tell someone how much they mean to u... how afraid u are to lose them... life is short and unpredictable..

his fight really gave me a lot of inspirations.. never give up easily.. fight till de end.. though he may be gone.. but i'm sure his spirit will live within us.. it's a strength he gave us.. de strength to live on bravely no matter wat difficulties we meet along de way..

poem he wrote and weiqi read out..
i fell down in the race of life
it caused excruciating pain
my dreams were shattered my goals were knifed
but what's to stop me try again?
i'll pick myself up and start to run and never rest until im done
i need to rush, i need to hurry
i've got a long way to close the gap
till sweat makes my eyes all blurry
i'll not stop nor ease my step
now i'm way behind i've lost my lead
but i'm still in line and won't lose my head
what did u expect me to do, to sit and cry?
to bawl my eyes out until i die?
no sir no, i ain't doing that
where i'm going i'm already late
where does it all end u might wonder
it's where i fall still and move no further
to let the younger stronger pass as i fade to death upon the grass
but it's not now, it's not, my time is yet to come
my journey is yet over, barely has it begun
you're running this race too, you know, this race of human life
stop and enjoy the scenery or you'll be past in a blink of an eye
yeah there are rocks and stones along the way
but don't we all face them every day?
choose your steps wisely or you might just stumble and fall
one wrong move and you might just lose it al
lthis race ain't about who comes out top
but how we run it until we stop take heed my friends, run like the wind
i hope we're all in the same place right at the end

shuqin | 12:32 AM

hey guys..been sick all day. shd be cos i didn't drink enuf water. slept so much..feeling woozy now.

hmm anw, v long never go online liao. didn't know so much has taken place online. haiz. i really think everyone in htg is so different..in the way they solve their problems and the way they think.

kenny, dun know what caused ur sadness but someone told me(and i'm sure u muz have heard it before) that things happen for a reason. i'm sure ppl dun repeat their mistakes for nothing. maybe u stil dunno what led ur dad to doing so, yup so like u said, accept it and see how things go. time waits for no one. all u can do now is..give ur mum all the support she needs? and not try to change things..as i'd learnt. cos the more u interfere..sometimes the worse it becomes.

sq, i know how it feels to be slapped in the face by someone so unexpected. suddenly..without warning..without consideration to how u'd feel. and most imptly, when u're innocent all the while. tt time, i thot abt it alot. thot abt everything. to find sth..however insignificant..tt might have led to tt person's fury. sth i've said? done? or told ppl? aft alotof thinking, i'd decide it muz have been the careless things i'd said. and i'd always think many many times before talking to tt person. den i realised..whatever. why shd i be so miserable. i dun offend anybody else when i talk to them the way i always do. she's jus a person i know..not even my close fren or wad..why shd i put so much effort into our communication when she wun even appreciate it anw. ok..abit digressed liao. anw now it's more or less ok btw us now. dun talk to her much. dun see the need to, anyway. yea..so my point..ap ppl alw exist la. u dun have to change urself to fit into their distorted mindframe. if u think u're right, den do it. the most difficult ppl to badmouth abt are ppl with confidence..that's what i think.

stupid nose la..bothering me since las week. siannn..no work done this wkend. so dead. hope everyone's getting better by the day. become stronger when they've overcome their difficulties.

Pebbles | 6:13 PM

hmmm.. acty tinking bout it i also not sure y i cried dat day.. dunno if it was bcos i was sad or bcos i was angry.. probably a mixture of both.. nvm la.. it's over.. pple juz keep telling me to forget bout it.. but i dun tink it's dat easy.. i'll try.. kenny.. u too! let's try to get over obstacles in life and live happily..

wat i realised frm wat happened on fri.. is dat i acty did offend many pple in class i tink.. never told anyone b4 ba.. i juz tink de gals in my class hav sth against me.. reb is de 1st to explode at me.. been tinking bout it.. i dun even tok to them.. dunno how i managed to irritate them also.. haiz.. sad.. when u realise dat pple talk bout u behind ur back but u hav no idea bout wat it is dat u done to make them turn against u.. even more sad when u knoe some pple acty do knoe bout it.. but juz dun tell u bout it.. when i realised it is a hypocritical world i live in.. wat they show and what they mean juz dun match.. when i'm close with de guys but they can't help when i meet with tis kinda probs.. no use telling them also.. sumtimes really wish time wud turn back.. to sec sch lives.. when pple were much simpler and u knoe there will really always be pple there for u..

hmmm.. really comforting to hav u pple as frens.. i tink de voice of yt was de trigger for my tears.. not dat she was de 1 who made me sad.. but cos de sight of her made me knoe i'm not alone.. made me knoe i could juz let go and breakdown in front of her.. kenny.. i dunno wat happened to ur family.. but nobody ever chose to be sad.. so let's juz pick ourselves up.. and move on.. life goes on..

btw.. it's dat b*****d b'day today.. he's de 1st person dat i really wanna scold dat word..

shuqin | 4:12 PM

i'm sad.. i'm dumbfounded.. i'm lost for words.. i cried.. not becos of results.. i've gotten over them.. yt and chaneng knows de reason.. told no one else.. except for my "gor.." but maybe it's been so long since morn.. i no longer feel so strongly bout it..

gor said i shd forget bout it.. she's not even close to me.. i dunno.. tinking bout it.. maybe i was partly at fault.. shd not hav told others bout them.. i tink dat guy is useless.. approach de guy who u tink is creating de troubles.. dun send de gal to look for me!

i'm sorry chaneng.. but i promised de guys i wud go to their bbq if they had 1.. but thanks anyway.. for being there.. i'm really glad u pple were there.. dunno wat i wud hav done without u.. especially yt.. thanks!

shuqin | 1:12 AM

my IE has gone mad on me liaoz... now super kek... arghhh... last nite wanted to blog abt the movie outing one, budden blogger was lagging.. now a bit the no inspiration liao.. hmm, spidey 2 was a great show!! heehee. i tink tobey maguire rox.. budden if kenny is correct and he doesnt come back for spidey 3 ah, den prob i dun wanna watch le.. bleahx. spidey 2 was so much better den spidey 1, better plot, better villain, better effects.. and more realistic. as in it discusses the real probs spidey wld haf.. but a lot of ppl suddenly see his true face leh. wonder if this will make spidey 2 less interesting.. hmm...

after dat we went yc's hse to watch kill bill.. oh yah, i rem wad i wanted to blog le hehe. even my own memory's lagging. sian diao. haha, the guys attempted to play mahjong while we watched kill bill. tink they didnt manage to play much, kept bang seh-ing tim at the mahjong table, esp during the fight scenes. which brings me to my point. tink dat it is more attractive to see women fight wif one another (not catfights, proper fighting) den to see men fighting. i mean like not juz for guys, even girls? haha, i dunno wad im driving at.. for spidey 2, it was spidey vs dr oct, den kill bill its uma thurman vs lucy liu. i tink ah, its bcos women are more vicious when it comes to fighting.. really fight until the point of death one..

die man, i juz posted a lot of crap. i didnt understand myself so its ok if u dun understand me haha. sigh. tml im going back to sch. most of u guys are already in sch liao.. sigh. im dreading sch man, i really am... cant wait for dis yr to be over. den can do wad i really wanna do.. even going to uni sounds like an exciting prospect compared to the rubbish we have to go thru now. hang in there everyone!!!

chan eng.charis | 11:12 AM

hey hey.. i'm back again... hmmm.. 2 mins before my sunday 1.30pm show.. chao ren qi xue yuan.. de 1 which yt doesn't watch.. but i tink kiu watches.. seriously i dun tink i can finish typing wat i have to say within this last min which i hav.. dun ask me why time passed so fast within a few words..

anyway.. not bad wor.. got pple start to blog le.. means it was really de busy sch works piled together with our tests dat caused tis blog to die down lor... if not den it muz hav been de lack of topics to write on...

yest.. sat.. sianz.. had to wake up at 6.30 to go sch take some stupid econ mcq test which is not counted in de june common test.. eh.. dunno shd be glad or sad not counted.. cos if counted maybe my econs still got hope.. but if counted.. it means i wud need to study.. unlike wat i did.. slack and juz went there to tikam my way thru qns which i dunno.. oh. btw.. de show start le.. haiz.. tink i shd type faster..

after mcq.. went breakfast at mac with my class guys.. haha.. they were lame la.. could not decide on whether to go mac or BK.. went mac den went BK den went another mac.. after dat went home.. watched tv and slept for awhile before i went out again.. went tm to meet engene.. to buy shaowei's b'day pres.. cos his super nice gf planned a surprised b'day celebration for him.. a bbq leh.. she spent 1 month planning la.. how sweet.. but de thing is.. shhh.. he found out bout it.. so it was no longer a surprise for him.. something commendable.. his acting skills is really good.. could act so shocked to see us and his other frens when he arrived at de bbq pit.. best... but think he was really touched.. he had better be...

anyway... his pres was a soccer ball.. which my class guys intend to force him to turn into a class ball.. mean right.. but i bet ltg tinking agrees with my class guys to turn it into class ball.. quite ex..56.70.. eugene qiao zha my class guys.. collecting $6 per person frm 10 pple.. hehe.. had fun during de bbq.. was cooking satay thruout de night.. hav no idea how many sticks we had.. but i tink i'm not gonna eat satay for a long long time now.. den cos my class guys found de cooking too slow.. they came up with tis idea of frying de satays and chicken wing.. innovative wor.. and it acty works.. de food get cooked within 5 mins la... compared to the traditional method of bbq-ing.. which takes at min 10 mins... but de food cooked by frying is super oily...

after all de fun.. we all stink la.. so oily and everything.. den had to rush off at 11.. cos most of them depend on mrt to get home.. den last train at 1123.. so we had to walked out frm pasir ris park to de mrt station.. thanks to weiqin..heng he knows de way.. if not i tink they wud hav missed de train waiting for bus.. wahz.. they walked super fast la.. reached de interchange at 1118.. so they managed to catch de train.. hehe.. good for them..

cycled yest too.. double bike with eugene.. dun need to pay... cos is take over frm 2 gals frm my class... left 10 mins.. den they din want to cycle so let us take over.. madness.. tried competing with wq.. den eugene tried speeding... cannot even feel de peddle la.. but it was cool.. eugene's balance not bad.. 1st time den succeeded le..

yeah.. had fun yest.. looking forward to tml.. dreading tues... haha.. how contradictory.. anyway.. happy birthday HTG!!! =D

oh.. it's already 1.42pm.. my show!

shuqin | 1:28 PM

WAHHH!! sian diao...all i typed just now lost le...restart...okie...

haha...been wanting to blog since a long time ago...but somehow neva did so...haha..nvm....do all at 1 shot....hehe....start from sq's b'day...haha...all 3 stg evolved into woman wor...haha...not bad wor...a day to commemorate....haha...okie...long ago thing le....move on to newer stuff...

haha...this is really e worst exams i've eva gone thru...haha...tell any1 i only knew e topics e day b4 who'd believe man...haha...i dun believe myself even....haha....n some1 remind me to get that missing lecture notes photostated...haha....but well...it's all over...nth else to do but try not to harp on it too much le...haha....dun make a bad situation worse...i oso no must face many other pple...to me is my math tch that i think i most dui4 bu4 qi2....haiz...but seriously wat to do le...no choice liaozz...so just hope this can be a good wake up call? haha....must haf more self discipline...haha....no going out for next few exams le..haha....easier said den done....but wat eva it is....now just dun think bout anything le...enjoy while we can....

haha....wooo...monday!! haha...abit ironic you mei you..i dun want and yet want monday to come...hehe...this always happens..dun want cos means i've gotta do hw le...want yet cos going out with htg!!...haha...e ironies of life...so can u or can u not haf precrime leh??? hehe...oh ya...i just tot bout einstein's theory e day after minority report....haha...n realised if we think bout his theories there's not so much irony le leh...haha...wat an "interesting" topic huh..anw...i oso not really into spiderman 1....haha...is just like smt to use as an excuse...haha...u no like when guys would pretend to like something just as an excuse to get to know e gal she likes or sama like that...haha...hmmm...got link not ar?? to quote an example would be some1's sudden obsesssion with doraemon...hmm....wonder hu it is....and hehe....wo ban4 shi4 ni3 fang4 xing1(hmm...okie...on 2nd tots mayb not)...we catching spidey n oso washing tiles on monday!! woohoo rite? st 1 n st 2 boing-s tgt...it's mahjong time...haha...neoprint ar...simple man...ask ken to treat!!!haha...but not full htg...e 2 usual mang ren again...

whhheeee....toking bout kids...haha...just gave my angel a "0-6 old jeremy kiu's childhood tour"....hahahaha....simply put all my pics when i was kid...haha...wish i was 4 now....when i was not too short not too tall not too thin not fat...with nice nice hair...haha..e best i'd eva looked this lifetime le...haha...basically kids r cute cuddly adorable and lotsa fun...haha...but i cannot handle them 1...haha..bring a baby near me n make sure there's a thick mattress somewhere near...bring a crying kid to me n stop me from me from stuffing it's mouth or plucking myself bald...haha...my eldest cousin thou loves kids...haha...next time biao1 zhun3 father le....haha...n just now chat online got reminded of my "when you die who and wat to write to" thank you letters....haha...hmmm...mayb can start making a list le...haha.....

alaka | 11:20 PM

talk abt screwing up tests. that's wad i've been doing ever since i entered tj. seriously i very sian le..no matter how hard i try..never seem to get past a D. and it's so hard to complain abt it cos no one ard me has ever done it. dun say other ppl la..my class is jus so smart. everytime aft a ct, ppl ard me wil get their a's and b's. doesn't feel nice at all. acty oso abit pointless to complain it here but..yea..since sq's on tt topic aredi. econs mcq in a few hrs. panic time.

wad sq said is..quite true la. but depends on how u look at children lo. if u like them, they'll make u happy. acty wad wil make me happy aft a horrifying brain-melting session in d hall is jus frens' company lo. jus sitting ard laffing at lameness. and maybe good food. jus eat and eat. and a good long rest. ok..what a silly thot. i didn't do any of these.

went tms musical jus now..and i realised sec sch life is d most precious yrs of our lives. can jus spend so much time on a production and go thru exams smoothly. sigh. nostalgic yi xia.

i better study d econs stuff sitting on my lap now. work tt useless brain of mine!

Pebbles | 12:13 AM

heyz pple! juz realised de last blog entry was on my b'day.. means we muz have been really busy with our tests... hmmm.. good news is... it's over! oh yeah... finally.. din had de mood to blog tis last night.. cos i din really feel happy dat it was over.. was still quite sianz tis morn that i acty flopped my JCT.. i mean it's june.. wat de.. 3 more mths.. and i gotta climb de stairs all de way again.. but nvm... my nephew never fails to cheer me up.. =D glad he came over today.. it juz made everything seems better.. but i still dread next week.. de tot of getting back papers.. facing de many many teachers and pple ard me.. those who all think i could and will do well.. to de teachers i gonna let down... i'm sorry.. to de frens.. dun ask me why.. i juz blew up de whole JCT..

kkz.. enough bout de sad stuff.. woohoo.. can't wait for monday to come.. spiderman 2.. hmmm... tis sound as though i'm crazy over it.. acty not looking forward to de movie.. juz looking forward to meeting u guys.. after all de stress and mugging we hav been thru.. eh.. i din forget kenny still hav bio prac.. so here.. good luck and all de best! really ur last paper le... jia you!!! =)

anyway pple.. i went downtown east today.. cos my sis wanted to bring my nephew there to buy some barney bag.. kz... tis sound kinda dumb.. all de way there to get a bag.. but my point is.. i got to see my nephew.. kkz.. that's beside de point again.. de main point is.. i got to see wild wild wet!!! hmmm.. it looks rather small leh.. maybe cos i could only see a side of it.. din really look dat fun.. but my nephew was amused and amazed by it la.. but was tinking if really want to go... i'm quite sure nobody will get drown.. tink i got to see de not so happening side.. cos din get to see de long long slide.. but i did see queues at de other side.. most prob for de slide lor... anyway... tis is juz info.. i'm still open to tis suggestion u know... hehe.. =P

hmmm.. too bad kenny tues got bio prac.. if not can go for mahjong session at yc's hse again.. tink his hse gonna turn gambling den for us le.. hehe.. tink yt's hand itching to touch de mahjong tiles.. she keep suggesting it yest.. but in de end din make it la.. hmmm.. anw.. yest time spent with yt,chaneng and jk was fun! really 1st time i had so much fun taking neoprints lor.. htg shd really go take together 1 day.. not kidding.. hehe...

kkz.. shall end here.. i really love my nephew.. he juz makes everything dat was dull colourful... although according to my sis he still can't colour... oh yah... btw.. he's in sch now! every mon,wed,fri.. dou dou ban..hehe.. 1 and 1/2 hrs.. never cry wor.. good boy!=D

shuqin | 10:55 PM

okie.. haven been online since dunno when.. thank goodness it's finally friday.. it defintely haven been de best week.. never expected myself to hav such a traumatising experience.. who would hav tot that a visit to the hosp on sunday wud acty be worse den wat it was supposed to be... tot he was going to recover after his surgery earlier  tis year.. tot he wud be able to go back sch and enjoy doing de things he love.. who was to knoe dat things wud turn for de worse.. dat no matter how strong his fighting spirit and determination was... he wud still lose de fight..

his departure left me with lotsa tots.. he really made me realise how painful it is to lose someone.. these few days.. there will be times when i will juz stone.. and do nothing at all... images of him come into my mind.. everytime i see de rock wall i will juz be reminded of him.. how he wanted to get into tj so badly cos he loved rockclimbing so much.. juz realised today on my way home dat he remembered my birthday... but i'll never get to wish him happy 18th birthday.. he made me realise never hesitate to tell someone how much they mean to u... how afraid u are to lose them... life is short and unpredictable..

his fight really gave me a lot of inspirations.. never give up easily.. fight till de end.. though he may be gone.. but i'm sure his spirit will live within us.. it's a strength he gave us.. de strength to live on bravely no matter wat difficulties we meet along de way..

poem he wrote and weiqi read out..
i fell down in the race of life
it caused excruciating pain
my dreams were shattered my goals were knifed
but what's to stop me try again?
i'll pick myself up and start to run and never rest until im done
i need to rush, i need to hurry
i've got a long way to close the gap
till sweat makes my eyes all blurry
i'll not stop nor ease my step
now i'm way behind i've lost my lead
but i'm still in line and won't lose my head
what did u expect me to do, to sit and cry?
to bawl my eyes out until i die?
no sir no, i ain't doing that
where i'm going i'm already late
where does it all end u might wonder
it's where i fall still and move no further
to let the younger stronger pass as i fade to death upon the grass
but it's not now, it's not, my time is yet to come
my journey is yet over, barely has it begun
you're running this race too, you know, this race of human life
stop and enjoy the scenery or you'll be past in a blink of an eye
yeah there are rocks and stones along the way
but don't we all face them every day?
choose your steps wisely or you might just stumble and fall
one wrong move and you might just lose it al
lthis race ain't about who comes out top
but how we run it until we stop take heed my friends, run like the wind
i hope we're all in the same place right at the end

shuqin | 12:32 AM

hey guys..been sick all day. shd be cos i didn't drink enuf water. slept so much..feeling woozy now.

hmm anw, v long never go online liao. didn't know so much has taken place online. haiz. i really think everyone in htg is so different..in the way they solve their problems and the way they think.

kenny, dun know what caused ur sadness but someone told me(and i'm sure u muz have heard it before) that things happen for a reason. i'm sure ppl dun repeat their mistakes for nothing. maybe u stil dunno what led ur dad to doing so, yup so like u said, accept it and see how things go. time waits for no one. all u can do now is..give ur mum all the support she needs? and not try to change things..as i'd learnt. cos the more u interfere..sometimes the worse it becomes.

sq, i know how it feels to be slapped in the face by someone so unexpected. suddenly..without warning..without consideration to how u'd feel. and most imptly, when u're innocent all the while. tt time, i thot abt it alot. thot abt everything. to find sth..however insignificant..tt might have led to tt person's fury. sth i've said? done? or told ppl? aft alotof thinking, i'd decide it muz have been the careless things i'd said. and i'd always think many many times before talking to tt person. den i realised..whatever. why shd i be so miserable. i dun offend anybody else when i talk to them the way i always do. she's jus a person i know..not even my close fren or wad..why shd i put so much effort into our communication when she wun even appreciate it anw. ok..abit digressed liao. anw now it's more or less ok btw us now. dun talk to her much. dun see the need to, anyway. yea..so my point..ap ppl alw exist la. u dun have to change urself to fit into their distorted mindframe. if u think u're right, den do it. the most difficult ppl to badmouth abt are ppl with confidence..that's what i think.

stupid nose la..bothering me since las week. siannn..no work done this wkend. so dead. hope everyone's getting better by the day. become stronger when they've overcome their difficulties.

Pebbles | 6:13 PM

hmmm.. acty tinking bout it i also not sure y i cried dat day.. dunno if it was bcos i was sad or bcos i was angry.. probably a mixture of both.. nvm la.. it's over.. pple juz keep telling me to forget bout it.. but i dun tink it's dat easy.. i'll try.. kenny.. u too! let's try to get over obstacles in life and live happily..

wat i realised frm wat happened on fri.. is dat i acty did offend many pple in class i tink.. never told anyone b4 ba.. i juz tink de gals in my class hav sth against me.. reb is de 1st to explode at me.. been tinking bout it.. i dun even tok to them.. dunno how i managed to irritate them also.. haiz.. sad.. when u realise dat pple talk bout u behind ur back but u hav no idea bout wat it is dat u done to make them turn against u.. even more sad when u knoe some pple acty do knoe bout it.. but juz dun tell u bout it.. when i realised it is a hypocritical world i live in.. wat they show and what they mean juz dun match.. when i'm close with de guys but they can't help when i meet with tis kinda probs.. no use telling them also.. sumtimes really wish time wud turn back.. to sec sch lives.. when pple were much simpler and u knoe there will really always be pple there for u..

hmmm.. really comforting to hav u pple as frens.. i tink de voice of yt was de trigger for my tears.. not dat she was de 1 who made me sad.. but cos de sight of her made me knoe i'm not alone.. made me knoe i could juz let go and breakdown in front of her.. kenny.. i dunno wat happened to ur family.. but nobody ever chose to be sad.. so let's juz pick ourselves up.. and move on.. life goes on..

btw.. it's dat b*****d b'day today.. he's de 1st person dat i really wanna scold dat word..

shuqin | 4:12 PM

i'm sad.. i'm dumbfounded.. i'm lost for words.. i cried.. not becos of results.. i've gotten over them.. yt and chaneng knows de reason.. told no one else.. except for my "gor.." but maybe it's been so long since morn.. i no longer feel so strongly bout it..

gor said i shd forget bout it.. she's not even close to me.. i dunno.. tinking bout it.. maybe i was partly at fault.. shd not hav told others bout them.. i tink dat guy is useless.. approach de guy who u tink is creating de troubles.. dun send de gal to look for me!

i'm sorry chaneng.. but i promised de guys i wud go to their bbq if they had 1.. but thanks anyway.. for being there.. i'm really glad u pple were there.. dunno wat i wud hav done without u.. especially yt.. thanks!

shuqin | 1:12 AM

my IE has gone mad on me liaoz... now super kek... arghhh... last nite wanted to blog abt the movie outing one, budden blogger was lagging.. now a bit the no inspiration liao.. hmm, spidey 2 was a great show!! heehee. i tink tobey maguire rox.. budden if kenny is correct and he doesnt come back for spidey 3 ah, den prob i dun wanna watch le.. bleahx. spidey 2 was so much better den spidey 1, better plot, better villain, better effects.. and more realistic. as in it discusses the real probs spidey wld haf.. but a lot of ppl suddenly see his true face leh. wonder if this will make spidey 2 less interesting.. hmm...

after dat we went yc's hse to watch kill bill.. oh yah, i rem wad i wanted to blog le hehe. even my own memory's lagging. sian diao. haha, the guys attempted to play mahjong while we watched kill bill. tink they didnt manage to play much, kept bang seh-ing tim at the mahjong table, esp during the fight scenes. which brings me to my point. tink dat it is more attractive to see women fight wif one another (not catfights, proper fighting) den to see men fighting. i mean like not juz for guys, even girls? haha, i dunno wad im driving at.. for spidey 2, it was spidey vs dr oct, den kill bill its uma thurman vs lucy liu. i tink ah, its bcos women are more vicious when it comes to fighting.. really fight until the point of death one..

die man, i juz posted a lot of crap. i didnt understand myself so its ok if u dun understand me haha. sigh. tml im going back to sch. most of u guys are already in sch liao.. sigh. im dreading sch man, i really am... cant wait for dis yr to be over. den can do wad i really wanna do.. even going to uni sounds like an exciting prospect compared to the rubbish we have to go thru now. hang in there everyone!!!

chan eng.charis | 11:12 AM

hey hey.. i'm back again... hmmm.. 2 mins before my sunday 1.30pm show.. chao ren qi xue yuan.. de 1 which yt doesn't watch.. but i tink kiu watches.. seriously i dun tink i can finish typing wat i have to say within this last min which i hav.. dun ask me why time passed so fast within a few words..

anyway.. not bad wor.. got pple start to blog le.. means it was really de busy sch works piled together with our tests dat caused tis blog to die down lor... if not den it muz hav been de lack of topics to write on...

yest.. sat.. sianz.. had to wake up at 6.30 to go sch take some stupid econ mcq test which is not counted in de june common test.. eh.. dunno shd be glad or sad not counted.. cos if counted maybe my econs still got hope.. but if counted.. it means i wud need to study.. unlike wat i did.. slack and juz went there to tikam my way thru qns which i dunno.. oh. btw.. de show start le.. haiz.. tink i shd type faster..

after mcq.. went breakfast at mac with my class guys.. haha.. they were lame la.. could not decide on whether to go mac or BK.. went mac den went BK den went another mac.. after dat went home.. watched tv and slept for awhile before i went out again.. went tm to meet engene.. to buy shaowei's b'day pres.. cos his super nice gf planned a surprised b'day celebration for him.. a bbq leh.. she spent 1 month planning la.. how sweet.. but de thing is.. shhh.. he found out bout it.. so it was no longer a surprise for him.. something commendable.. his acting skills is really good.. could act so shocked to see us and his other frens when he arrived at de bbq pit.. best... but think he was really touched.. he had better be...

anyway... his pres was a soccer ball.. which my class guys intend to force him to turn into a class ball.. mean right.. but i bet ltg tinking agrees with my class guys to turn it into class ball.. quite ex..56.70.. eugene qiao zha my class guys.. collecting $6 per person frm 10 pple.. hehe.. had fun during de bbq.. was cooking satay thruout de night.. hav no idea how many sticks we had.. but i tink i'm not gonna eat satay for a long long time now.. den cos my class guys found de cooking too slow.. they came up with tis idea of frying de satays and chicken wing.. innovative wor.. and it acty works.. de food get cooked within 5 mins la... compared to the traditional method of bbq-ing.. which takes at min 10 mins... but de food cooked by frying is super oily...

after all de fun.. we all stink la.. so oily and everything.. den had to rush off at 11.. cos most of them depend on mrt to get home.. den last train at 1123.. so we had to walked out frm pasir ris park to de mrt station.. thanks to weiqin..heng he knows de way.. if not i tink they wud hav missed de train waiting for bus.. wahz.. they walked super fast la.. reached de interchange at 1118.. so they managed to catch de train.. hehe.. good for them..

cycled yest too.. double bike with eugene.. dun need to pay... cos is take over frm 2 gals frm my class... left 10 mins.. den they din want to cycle so let us take over.. madness.. tried competing with wq.. den eugene tried speeding... cannot even feel de peddle la.. but it was cool.. eugene's balance not bad.. 1st time den succeeded le..

yeah.. had fun yest.. looking forward to tml.. dreading tues... haha.. how contradictory.. anyway.. happy birthday HTG!!! =D

oh.. it's already 1.42pm.. my show!

shuqin | 1:28 PM

WAHHH!! sian diao...all i typed just now lost le...restart...okie...

haha...been wanting to blog since a long time ago...but somehow neva did so...haha..nvm....do all at 1 shot....hehe....start from sq's b'day...haha...all 3 stg evolved into woman wor...haha...not bad wor...a day to commemorate....haha...okie...long ago thing le....move on to newer stuff...

haha...this is really e worst exams i've eva gone thru...haha...tell any1 i only knew e topics e day b4 who'd believe man...haha...i dun believe myself even....haha....n some1 remind me to get that missing lecture notes photostated...haha....but well...it's all over...nth else to do but try not to harp on it too much le...haha....dun make a bad situation worse...i oso no must face many other pple...to me is my math tch that i think i most dui4 bu4 qi2....haiz...but seriously wat to do le...no choice liaozz...so just hope this can be a good wake up call? haha....must haf more self discipline...haha....no going out for next few exams le..haha....easier said den done....but wat eva it is....now just dun think bout anything le...enjoy while we can....

haha....wooo...monday!! haha...abit ironic you mei you..i dun want and yet want monday to come...hehe...this always happens..dun want cos means i've gotta do hw le...want yet cos going out with htg!!...haha...e ironies of life...so can u or can u not haf precrime leh??? hehe...oh ya...i just tot bout einstein's theory e day after minority report....haha...n realised if we think bout his theories there's not so much irony le leh...haha...wat an "interesting" topic huh..anw...i oso not really into spiderman 1....haha...is just like smt to use as an excuse...haha...u no like when guys would pretend to like something just as an excuse to get to know e gal she likes or sama like that...haha...hmmm...got link not ar?? to quote an example would be some1's sudden obsesssion with doraemon...hmm....wonder hu it is....and hehe....wo ban4 shi4 ni3 fang4 xing1(hmm...okie...on 2nd tots mayb not)...we catching spidey n oso washing tiles on monday!! woohoo rite? st 1 n st 2 boing-s tgt...it's mahjong time...haha...neoprint ar...simple man...ask ken to treat!!!haha...but not full htg...e 2 usual mang ren again...

whhheeee....toking bout kids...haha...just gave my angel a "0-6 old jeremy kiu's childhood tour"....hahahaha....simply put all my pics when i was kid...haha...wish i was 4 now....when i was not too short not too tall not too thin not fat...with nice nice hair...haha..e best i'd eva looked this lifetime le...haha...basically kids r cute cuddly adorable and lotsa fun...haha...but i cannot handle them 1...haha..bring a baby near me n make sure there's a thick mattress somewhere near...bring a crying kid to me n stop me from me from stuffing it's mouth or plucking myself bald...haha...my eldest cousin thou loves kids...haha...next time biao1 zhun3 father le....haha...n just now chat online got reminded of my "when you die who and wat to write to" thank you letters....haha...hmmm...mayb can start making a list le...haha.....

alaka | 11:20 PM

talk abt screwing up tests. that's wad i've been doing ever since i entered tj. seriously i very sian le..no matter how hard i try..never seem to get past a D. and it's so hard to complain abt it cos no one ard me has ever done it. dun say other ppl la..my class is jus so smart. everytime aft a ct, ppl ard me wil get their a's and b's. doesn't feel nice at all. acty oso abit pointless to complain it here but..yea..since sq's on tt topic aredi. econs mcq in a few hrs. panic time.

wad sq said is..quite true la. but depends on how u look at children lo. if u like them, they'll make u happy. acty wad wil make me happy aft a horrifying brain-melting session in d hall is jus frens' company lo. jus sitting ard laffing at lameness. and maybe good food. jus eat and eat. and a good long rest. ok..what a silly thot. i didn't do any of these.

went tms musical jus now..and i realised sec sch life is d most precious yrs of our lives. can jus spend so much time on a production and go thru exams smoothly. sigh. nostalgic yi xia.

i better study d econs stuff sitting on my lap now. work tt useless brain of mine!

Pebbles | 12:13 AM

heyz pple! juz realised de last blog entry was on my b'day.. means we muz have been really busy with our tests... hmmm.. good news is... it's over! oh yeah... finally.. din had de mood to blog tis last night.. cos i din really feel happy dat it was over.. was still quite sianz tis morn that i acty flopped my JCT.. i mean it's june.. wat de.. 3 more mths.. and i gotta climb de stairs all de way again.. but nvm... my nephew never fails to cheer me up.. =D glad he came over today.. it juz made everything seems better.. but i still dread next week.. de tot of getting back papers.. facing de many many teachers and pple ard me.. those who all think i could and will do well.. to de teachers i gonna let down... i'm sorry.. to de frens.. dun ask me why.. i juz blew up de whole JCT..

kkz.. enough bout de sad stuff.. woohoo.. can't wait for monday to come.. spiderman 2.. hmmm... tis sound as though i'm crazy over it.. acty not looking forward to de movie.. juz looking forward to meeting u guys.. after all de stress and mugging we hav been thru.. eh.. i din forget kenny still hav bio prac.. so here.. good luck and all de best! really ur last paper le... jia you!!! =)

anyway pple.. i went downtown east today.. cos my sis wanted to bring my nephew there to buy some barney bag.. kz... tis sound kinda dumb.. all de way there to get a bag.. but my point is.. i got to see my nephew.. kkz.. that's beside de point again.. de main point is.. i got to see wild wild wet!!! hmmm.. it looks rather small leh.. maybe cos i could only see a side of it.. din really look dat fun.. but my nephew was amused and amazed by it la.. but was tinking if really want to go... i'm quite sure nobody will get drown.. tink i got to see de not so happening side.. cos din get to see de long long slide.. but i did see queues at de other side.. most prob for de slide lor... anyway... tis is juz info.. i'm still open to tis suggestion u know... hehe.. =P

hmmm.. too bad kenny tues got bio prac.. if not can go for mahjong session at yc's hse again.. tink his hse gonna turn gambling den for us le.. hehe.. tink yt's hand itching to touch de mahjong tiles.. she keep suggesting it yest.. but in de end din make it la.. hmmm.. anw.. yest time spent with yt,chaneng and jk was fun! really 1st time i had so much fun taking neoprints lor.. htg shd really go take together 1 day.. not kidding.. hehe...

kkz.. shall end here.. i really love my nephew.. he juz makes everything dat was dull colourful... although according to my sis he still can't colour... oh yah... btw.. he's in sch now! every mon,wed,fri.. dou dou ban..hehe.. 1 and 1/2 hrs.. never cry wor.. good boy!=D

shuqin | 10:55 PM