heyz.. its good friday today! is it really a good day for all of us? realised timothy and chaneng will never be free today..was still wondering how come they are not online..hehe..okok..i'm lag..can't blame me..i'm a sotong...remember?!
1stly..congrats to yuanting on her new job..u really find a job fast leh...dun worry so much...i have more faith in NTUC than starhub..dun tink they will retrench pple like starhub...working in tampines leh..kinda envious..hehe..
yest..had farewell dinner for my colleague again..haiz..that's like the 8th colleague i'm sending off since i started working in the company since 17th Dec last year...seeing the frens ard you leaving one by one...the feeling really sux...wonder if the feeling of leaving sux as much...guess i'll know soon...when my contract is up...but by then..maybe the feeling of "yi yi bu she" wun be as strong le..i mean if all the frens you made in the company have already left before you...who's there for you to miss ah...btw...another of my colleague tendered her resignation letter yest..so i'll be sending another 1 off next month.haiz...
very fast wor..already nearing the end of march le..when april comes..it's yc and ken's turn to be enlisted...how are you guys feeling? excited? sianz? then kiu and tim already in unit le issit? i dun really know about the NS system..sounds so complicated..sounds like there's neverending training camp...one after another...anyway..juz wanna wish you guys all the best in NS wor..jia you jia you! u all will survive it 1....
and hor..i wanna say sorry leh...realised my attitude towards you guys has been really terrible recently..i know it myself...but somehow..i just lose control of my own emotions during the past 2 weeks...sorry for the "hu leng hu re" attitude towards you guys..i was kinda unreasonable during outings during the past 2 weeks...thanks for tolerating with me..u guys are really great frens diff to come by...=) i also trying to find out why my temper so bad recently..eh..when i'm quiet..i'm not angry leh...i'm juz sianz and dun feel like doing anything..so hor..no need to say sorry to me 1...
hmmm..hope we will be able to have a full HTG outing soon...but abit impossible leh..cos the guys are either in camp le or going into camp...hmmm...let's juz try... shuqin | 12:31 PM
Thursday, March 17, 2005
hmmm...finally forced myself to blog...haha..not that i dun wanna blog...just lazy...to do anything at all..haha...finally finished writing out the last day of bmt in my diary...hmmm...wat shall i name e diary leh? "those were the days"? haha...but ns life has barely started....tomolo posting results le....sianzz...getting e book in blues again....pray super hard dun hafta go back tekong ar...hmmm....ns things aside...been a nice break i guess this block leave...but it makes the whole idea of going back to civilian life seem like an illusion...hmm...din put in a v understandable way but u guys get e pt...htg blog reached 1 yr old le...evry1's been busy with work...n uni stuff....n e past wk has made me realised how come while in bmt u guys din meet up regularly...it's a challenge to maintain e large social circle evry1 has...and at e same time meet with the demands of life...guess prioritising has neva been a more integral part of our lifes den it is now...it really seems impossible to lead a simple life le...
in the past wk...many of the friends around me have been hurt by some1 ard them....angel aside who seems so blissful now...hehe...happy for her...best friends turning against them...not to mention e usual bgr incidents...which made me realise smt...all of us haf many many friends and close ones ard us...but in our minds or hearts there is always some1 who stands out from the rest as the one u find solace in n turn to when in need...or share ur happiness with...that 1 special person at that point in time...be it a friend...ur other half...mayb even ur parents or relative...which makes me ponder...is it betta to haf many many not so close ones for ya to turn to...or one person whom u place all ur trust n faith on? smt like whether u should put all ur eggs into 1 basket? cos when one day if one person were to not be there for ya anymore...u won't feel the hurt as deeply...n there r still others ard....yet it seems when there is that special some1...u get more comfort den in seeing all the others put tgt....moreover...when we feel we've been hurt...ain't it all due to expectations? e expectations mite be low...mite be easily achieved...but still...time n effort has to be put it no matter how easily they r to be achieved...and evrything bit by bit accumulated becomes one big erm...burden?? on the other party...sometimes these expectations dun even go with the reality of life...guess that's y religion exists...u dun haf any expectations towards the religion to which u r devoted to...n even if u do...when they aren't met u accept the whole thing as "there must be a reason why it din happen"...no1 to blame...no1 turning against u...no feelings hurt...shall just stop here...once again just all my spontaneous tots...but at least this time not too long n draggy..haha.....
3 more days to booking in...1yr 7mths to go...uni in 4mths...n life goes on.... alaka | 2:29 PM
hmmm...finally forced myself to blog...haha..not that i dun wanna blog...just lazy...to do anything at all...plus com keeps screwing up...haha...finally finished writing out the last day of bmt in my diary...hmmm...wat shall i name e diary leh? "those were the days"? haha...but ns life has barely started....tomolo posting results le....sianzz...getting e book in blues again....pray super hard dun hafta go back tekong ar...hmmm....ns things aside...been a nice break i guess this block leave...but it makes the whole idea of going back to civilian life seem like an illusion...hmm...din put in a v understandable way but u guys get e pt...htg blog reached 1 yr old le...evry1's been busy with work...n uni stuff....n e past wk has made me realised how come while in bmt u guys din meet up regularly...it's a challenge to maintain e large social circle evry1 has...and at e same time meet with the demands of life...guess prioritising has neva been a more integral part of our lifes den it is now...it really seems impossible to lead a simple life le...
in the past wk...many of the friends around me have been hurt by some1 ard them....angel aside who seems so blissful now...hehe...happy for her...best friends turning against them...not to mention e usual bgr incidents...which made me realise smt...all of us haf many many friends and close ones ard us...but in our minds or hearts there is always some1 who stands out from the rest as the one u find solace in n turn to when in need...or share ur happiness with...that 1 special person at that point in time...be it a friend...ur other half...mayb even ur parents or relative...which makes me ponder...is it betta to haf many many not so close ones for ya to turn to...or one person whom u place all ur trust n faith on? smt like whether u should put all ur eggs into 1 basket? cos when one day if one person were to not be there for ya anymore...u won't feel the hurt as deeply...n there r still others ard....yet it seems when there is that special some1...u get more comfort den in seeing all the others put tgt....moreover...when we feel we've been hurt...ain't it all due to expectations? e expectations mite be low...mite be easily achieved...but still...time n effort has to be put it no matter how easily they r to be achieved...and evrything bit by bit accumulated becomes one big erm...burden?? on the other party...sometimes these expectations dun even go with the reality of life...guess that's y religion exists...u dun haf any expectations towards the religion to which u r devoted to...n even if u do...when they aren't met u accept the whole thing as "there must be a reason why it din happen"...no1 to blame...no1 turning against u...no feelings hurt...shall just stop here...once again just all my spontaneous tots...but at least this time not too long n draggy..haha.....
3 more days to booking in...1yr 7mths to go...uni in 4mths...n life goes on.... alaka | 2:26 PM
hmmm...finally forced myself to blog...haha..not that i dun wanna blog...just lazy...to do anything at all...plus com keeps screwing up...haha...finally finished writing out the last day of bmt in my diary...hmmm...wat shall i name e diary leh? "those were the days"? haha...but ns life has barely started....tomolo posting results le....sianzz...getting e book in blues again....pray super hard dun hafta go back tekong ar...hmmm....ns things aside...been a nice break i guess this block leave...but it makes the whole idea of going back to civilian life seem like an illusion...hmm...din put in a v understandable way but u guys get e pt...htg blog reached 1 yr old le...evry1's been busy with work...n uni stuff....n e past wk has made me realised how come while in bmt u guys din meet up regularly...it's a challenge to maintain e large social circle evry1 has...and at e same time meet with the demands of life...guess prioritising has neva been a more integral part of our lifes den it is now...it really seems impossible to lead a simple life le...
in the past wk...many of the friends around me have been hurt by some1 ard them....angel aside who seems so blissful now...hehe...happy for her...best friends turning against them...not to mention e usual bgr incidents...which made me realise smt...all of us haf many many friends and close ones ard us...but in our minds or hearts there is always some1 who stands out from the rest as the one u find solace in n turn to when in need...or share ur happiness with...that 1 special person at that point in time...be it a friend...ur other half...mayb even ur parents or relative...which makes me ponder...is it betta to haf many many not so close ones for ya to turn to...or one person whom u place all ur trust n faith on? smt like whether u should put all ur eggs into 1 basket? cos when one day if one person were to not be there for ya anymore...u won't feel the hurt as deeply...n there r still others ard....yet it seems when there is that special some1...u get more comfort den in seeing all the others put tgt....moreover...when we feel we've been hurt...ain't it all due to expectations? e expectations mite be low...mite be easily achieved...but still...time n effort has to be put it no matter how easily they r to be achieved...and evrything bit by bit accumulated becomes one big erm...burden?? on the other party...sometimes these expectations dun even go with the reality of life...guess that's y religion exists...u dun haf any expectations towards the religion to which u r devoted to...n even if u do...when they aren't met u accept the whole thing as "there must be a reason why it din happen"...no1 to blame...no1 turning against u...no feelings hurt...shall just stop here...once again just all my spontaneous tots...but at least this time not too long n draggy..haha.....
3 more days to booking in...1yr 7mths to go...uni in 4mths...n life goes on.... alaka | 2:26 PM
Monday, March 14, 2005
ehz pple! haha..changed beginning le..means got new entry le! means u guys and gals can cont to read on beyond the 1st sentence le! alamak u pple..nobody has anything to say about their life since my last entry? everyone having such uneventful lifes? or do we just feel that there is no need to share tots anymore?
anyway..tis is an entry from office..ard 10 mins before i knock off from work..it's a terrible monday..cos i had serious monday blues..wat a way to start the day and the week..but heyz..i'm recovering from it..sky's clearing up..so does my mood! =)
long long time since i last blogged..muz admit..sometimes its juz too lazy to blog..other times..i juz can't seem to be able to put feelings into words..but most of the time..i'm too sleepy when i reach home to even bother go online..and in office..i'm no longer as free as i used to be 3 months ago.fast hor? 3 months since i started working..and it's be another 3 months before i leave panasonic..sort of confirmed tis today..when i told my boss and agency that i'm willing to work till mid-june..and was looking at de calendar juz now..de exact date wud most prob be june 17..exactly 6 months since i started working..and dat day is a friday..juz nice..and it's 1 week before my b'day! =D
eh..bell for knock off juz rang! i can go home le! hehe..wanted to write somemore 1..but hor..i dun remember wat i wanted to say..and since i can go home..i shall not stay anymore..today is de day i dun wanna stay in office..hehe..cont tomolo..if i remember wat i wanna say..if not i'll come up with new tots for tml..
eh..do ur part leh..keep this blog lively..doesn't matter if all you hav to say is less den 100 words..sumtimes..it's really the effort that counts..and wat's really disappointing at times..is when you find out that pple juz can't be bothered at times..
shuqin | 4:51 PM
Friday, March 25, 2005
heyz.. its good friday today! is it really a good day for all of us? realised timothy and chaneng will never be free today..was still wondering how come they are not online..hehe..okok..i'm lag..can't blame me..i'm a sotong...remember?!
1stly..congrats to yuanting on her new job..u really find a job fast leh...dun worry so much...i have more faith in NTUC than starhub..dun tink they will retrench pple like starhub...working in tampines leh..kinda envious..hehe..
yest..had farewell dinner for my colleague again..haiz..that's like the 8th colleague i'm sending off since i started working in the company since 17th Dec last year...seeing the frens ard you leaving one by one...the feeling really sux...wonder if the feeling of leaving sux as much...guess i'll know soon...when my contract is up...but by then..maybe the feeling of "yi yi bu she" wun be as strong le..i mean if all the frens you made in the company have already left before you...who's there for you to miss ah...btw...another of my colleague tendered her resignation letter yest..so i'll be sending another 1 off next month.haiz...
very fast wor..already nearing the end of march le..when april comes..it's yc and ken's turn to be enlisted...how are you guys feeling? excited? sianz? then kiu and tim already in unit le issit? i dun really know about the NS system..sounds so complicated..sounds like there's neverending training camp...one after another...anyway..juz wanna wish you guys all the best in NS wor..jia you jia you! u all will survive it 1....
and hor..i wanna say sorry leh...realised my attitude towards you guys has been really terrible recently..i know it myself...but somehow..i just lose control of my own emotions during the past 2 weeks...sorry for the "hu leng hu re" attitude towards you guys..i was kinda unreasonable during outings during the past 2 weeks...thanks for tolerating with me..u guys are really great frens diff to come by...=) i also trying to find out why my temper so bad recently..eh..when i'm quiet..i'm not angry leh...i'm juz sianz and dun feel like doing anything..so hor..no need to say sorry to me 1...
hmmm..hope we will be able to have a full HTG outing soon...but abit impossible leh..cos the guys are either in camp le or going into camp...hmmm...let's juz try... shuqin | 12:31 PM
Thursday, March 17, 2005
hmmm...finally forced myself to blog...haha..not that i dun wanna blog...just lazy...to do anything at all..haha...finally finished writing out the last day of bmt in my diary...hmmm...wat shall i name e diary leh? "those were the days"? haha...but ns life has barely started....tomolo posting results le....sianzz...getting e book in blues again....pray super hard dun hafta go back tekong ar...hmmm....ns things aside...been a nice break i guess this block leave...but it makes the whole idea of going back to civilian life seem like an illusion...hmm...din put in a v understandable way but u guys get e pt...htg blog reached 1 yr old le...evry1's been busy with work...n uni stuff....n e past wk has made me realised how come while in bmt u guys din meet up regularly...it's a challenge to maintain e large social circle evry1 has...and at e same time meet with the demands of life...guess prioritising has neva been a more integral part of our lifes den it is now...it really seems impossible to lead a simple life le...
in the past wk...many of the friends around me have been hurt by some1 ard them....angel aside who seems so blissful now...hehe...happy for her...best friends turning against them...not to mention e usual bgr incidents...which made me realise smt...all of us haf many many friends and close ones ard us...but in our minds or hearts there is always some1 who stands out from the rest as the one u find solace in n turn to when in need...or share ur happiness with...that 1 special person at that point in time...be it a friend...ur other half...mayb even ur parents or relative...which makes me ponder...is it betta to haf many many not so close ones for ya to turn to...or one person whom u place all ur trust n faith on? smt like whether u should put all ur eggs into 1 basket? cos when one day if one person were to not be there for ya anymore...u won't feel the hurt as deeply...n there r still others ard....yet it seems when there is that special some1...u get more comfort den in seeing all the others put tgt....moreover...when we feel we've been hurt...ain't it all due to expectations? e expectations mite be low...mite be easily achieved...but still...time n effort has to be put it no matter how easily they r to be achieved...and evrything bit by bit accumulated becomes one big erm...burden?? on the other party...sometimes these expectations dun even go with the reality of life...guess that's y religion exists...u dun haf any expectations towards the religion to which u r devoted to...n even if u do...when they aren't met u accept the whole thing as "there must be a reason why it din happen"...no1 to blame...no1 turning against u...no feelings hurt...shall just stop here...once again just all my spontaneous tots...but at least this time not too long n draggy..haha.....
3 more days to booking in...1yr 7mths to go...uni in 4mths...n life goes on.... alaka | 2:29 PM
hmmm...finally forced myself to blog...haha..not that i dun wanna blog...just lazy...to do anything at all...plus com keeps screwing up...haha...finally finished writing out the last day of bmt in my diary...hmmm...wat shall i name e diary leh? "those were the days"? haha...but ns life has barely started....tomolo posting results le....sianzz...getting e book in blues again....pray super hard dun hafta go back tekong ar...hmmm....ns things aside...been a nice break i guess this block leave...but it makes the whole idea of going back to civilian life seem like an illusion...hmm...din put in a v understandable way but u guys get e pt...htg blog reached 1 yr old le...evry1's been busy with work...n uni stuff....n e past wk has made me realised how come while in bmt u guys din meet up regularly...it's a challenge to maintain e large social circle evry1 has...and at e same time meet with the demands of life...guess prioritising has neva been a more integral part of our lifes den it is now...it really seems impossible to lead a simple life le...
in the past wk...many of the friends around me have been hurt by some1 ard them....angel aside who seems so blissful now...hehe...happy for her...best friends turning against them...not to mention e usual bgr incidents...which made me realise smt...all of us haf many many friends and close ones ard us...but in our minds or hearts there is always some1 who stands out from the rest as the one u find solace in n turn to when in need...or share ur happiness with...that 1 special person at that point in time...be it a friend...ur other half...mayb even ur parents or relative...which makes me ponder...is it betta to haf many many not so close ones for ya to turn to...or one person whom u place all ur trust n faith on? smt like whether u should put all ur eggs into 1 basket? cos when one day if one person were to not be there for ya anymore...u won't feel the hurt as deeply...n there r still others ard....yet it seems when there is that special some1...u get more comfort den in seeing all the others put tgt....moreover...when we feel we've been hurt...ain't it all due to expectations? e expectations mite be low...mite be easily achieved...but still...time n effort has to be put it no matter how easily they r to be achieved...and evrything bit by bit accumulated becomes one big erm...burden?? on the other party...sometimes these expectations dun even go with the reality of life...guess that's y religion exists...u dun haf any expectations towards the religion to which u r devoted to...n even if u do...when they aren't met u accept the whole thing as "there must be a reason why it din happen"...no1 to blame...no1 turning against u...no feelings hurt...shall just stop here...once again just all my spontaneous tots...but at least this time not too long n draggy..haha.....
3 more days to booking in...1yr 7mths to go...uni in 4mths...n life goes on.... alaka | 2:26 PM
hmmm...finally forced myself to blog...haha..not that i dun wanna blog...just lazy...to do anything at all...plus com keeps screwing up...haha...finally finished writing out the last day of bmt in my diary...hmmm...wat shall i name e diary leh? "those were the days"? haha...but ns life has barely started....tomolo posting results le....sianzz...getting e book in blues again....pray super hard dun hafta go back tekong ar...hmmm....ns things aside...been a nice break i guess this block leave...but it makes the whole idea of going back to civilian life seem like an illusion...hmm...din put in a v understandable way but u guys get e pt...htg blog reached 1 yr old le...evry1's been busy with work...n uni stuff....n e past wk has made me realised how come while in bmt u guys din meet up regularly...it's a challenge to maintain e large social circle evry1 has...and at e same time meet with the demands of life...guess prioritising has neva been a more integral part of our lifes den it is now...it really seems impossible to lead a simple life le...
in the past wk...many of the friends around me have been hurt by some1 ard them....angel aside who seems so blissful now...hehe...happy for her...best friends turning against them...not to mention e usual bgr incidents...which made me realise smt...all of us haf many many friends and close ones ard us...but in our minds or hearts there is always some1 who stands out from the rest as the one u find solace in n turn to when in need...or share ur happiness with...that 1 special person at that point in time...be it a friend...ur other half...mayb even ur parents or relative...which makes me ponder...is it betta to haf many many not so close ones for ya to turn to...or one person whom u place all ur trust n faith on? smt like whether u should put all ur eggs into 1 basket? cos when one day if one person were to not be there for ya anymore...u won't feel the hurt as deeply...n there r still others ard....yet it seems when there is that special some1...u get more comfort den in seeing all the others put tgt....moreover...when we feel we've been hurt...ain't it all due to expectations? e expectations mite be low...mite be easily achieved...but still...time n effort has to be put it no matter how easily they r to be achieved...and evrything bit by bit accumulated becomes one big erm...burden?? on the other party...sometimes these expectations dun even go with the reality of life...guess that's y religion exists...u dun haf any expectations towards the religion to which u r devoted to...n even if u do...when they aren't met u accept the whole thing as "there must be a reason why it din happen"...no1 to blame...no1 turning against u...no feelings hurt...shall just stop here...once again just all my spontaneous tots...but at least this time not too long n draggy..haha.....
3 more days to booking in...1yr 7mths to go...uni in 4mths...n life goes on.... alaka | 2:26 PM
Monday, March 14, 2005
ehz pple! haha..changed beginning le..means got new entry le! means u guys and gals can cont to read on beyond the 1st sentence le! alamak u pple..nobody has anything to say about their life since my last entry? everyone having such uneventful lifes? or do we just feel that there is no need to share tots anymore?
anyway..tis is an entry from office..ard 10 mins before i knock off from work..it's a terrible monday..cos i had serious monday blues..wat a way to start the day and the week..but heyz..i'm recovering from it..sky's clearing up..so does my mood! =)
long long time since i last blogged..muz admit..sometimes its juz too lazy to blog..other times..i juz can't seem to be able to put feelings into words..but most of the time..i'm too sleepy when i reach home to even bother go online..and in office..i'm no longer as free as i used to be 3 months ago.fast hor? 3 months since i started working..and it's be another 3 months before i leave panasonic..sort of confirmed tis today..when i told my boss and agency that i'm willing to work till mid-june..and was looking at de calendar juz now..de exact date wud most prob be june 17..exactly 6 months since i started working..and dat day is a friday..juz nice..and it's 1 week before my b'day! =D
eh..bell for knock off juz rang! i can go home le! hehe..wanted to write somemore 1..but hor..i dun remember wat i wanted to say..and since i can go home..i shall not stay anymore..today is de day i dun wanna stay in office..hehe..cont tomolo..if i remember wat i wanna say..if not i'll come up with new tots for tml..
eh..do ur part leh..keep this blog lively..doesn't matter if all you hav to say is less den 100 words..sumtimes..it's really the effort that counts..and wat's really disappointing at times..is when you find out that pple juz can't be bothered at times..
